Chicken or Egg

Which comes first?
My crush on you.
My insecurity.

Does my crush on you make me insecure?
Do I suddenly want to get attached because of my insecurity? Or because of my crush on you?

Do I tell you?
Do I wait till it all blows over then tell you?
Do I never ever tell?
Thankfully, this is a question that will never need to be answered. The only place I tell anything is here. And you don't know about here.