Aporia

" - like an endless spiral."
- Mr X

I want to tell, but I don't know what I want out of it.
It just seems pointless.
Nothing we can do about it even if it were mutual.

I want to tell, but it's a gamble with no prize.
It just seems foolhardy.
Nothing to gain, so much to lose.

But still, I wanna tell.

The dark wide mouth of the abyss scares me; but draws me in at the same time.

Like an endless spiral.